shaking

my thoughts are shaking

faster than my hands

too slow to catch

all that flashes by

themselves disappearing

into nothing

carrying infinite possibilities

of decision

and outcome

there is nowhere to run

no time to sit

still

i try to capture

a glimpse

of what

i see

the world is spinning too fast

i haven't

made

a connectiion

i can

count on

for the

rest of my

life

how do you do it?