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i shouldn’t be here.
i should be walking through golden fields, the sun warming my smiling face.
i should be surveying valleys and mountain streams instead of sitting here in a dimly lit fluorescent conference room listening to the dry conversation of engineer minded individuals discussing the merits of programs to grow sales in the electrical wholesale business.
i should be listening to the sounds of the woods and the voice of the hawk.
where there is no spreadsheet and the bottom line is now.
here.
there is so much i miss everyday and i am so ill equipped to do what is right in front of me.